Spinning Brain

Booties
Not new… but a pair of not previously shown booties gifted to our wonderful osteopath for his son (time line, the baby is now 1 and a half, and these where for his birth).

A dent in the back of my car, caused by driving between two parked 18-wheelers that blocked the road outside the studio parking lot. A brain spinning at such high speed, that I can't even remember what day it is today. All I know is that I had an absolutely wonderful time with my cousin Heidi (and her husband) who is visiting from Switzerland. 

Huxley should be going to bed, but he is making stars, with a punch I acquired at the Needlework Festival here in Toronto today. And I? I am sitting here, with an empty mind and eyes that have blurry vision… so, good night my dears!

More Squirreling

Pears

Twenty-seven half-liter jars of pears (some sliced, some half) and nine 250 ml jars of pear-orange butter. 

The pears will be combined with chocolate pudding/warm chocolate sauce and whipped cream on those days that we wish to have a sumptuous dessert, or they will serve as our servings of fruit, together with the peaches I did a month or so ago. 

Last year I purchased one flat of pears, but waited a couple of days too long to process them, so they all ended up as pear butter. This year, I purchased 2 flats and immediately processed 2 baskets for the butter. I added no sugar at all, but the juice and rind of one orange. The taste of it is a bit overwhelming for the pears, so next year, I'll be going back to all pears. On fresh challah bread (or Zopf for us swissies), with butter, oh, it's pure heaven.

The kitchen floors stickiness has been cleaned as well and after thoroughly enjoying Huxleys' company during the earlier work of peeling and cutting the fruit, I will lay myself down for a good nights sleep. Unfortunately I will be missing the Thanksgiving Meal at DH's parents, as I have to take a whole day to paint for the show. But such is life, one pleasure over another. 

On my ears these past days was "Brisinger" by Christopher Paolini. Oh, how I covet to own and fly with a dragon. I tuned out through the gory battle scenes, but love the notion of this fantasy land. 

Fibercandy for the Eyes

There used to be, once upon a time, a blog called "Knittingmomma". This was about 2 years ago, but even though I already then devoured blogs of all sorts and desperately wanted to be part of this community, it just never materialized. Eventually, it ended the way it started, a slow, quiet, unnoticed death. It was a time when I didn't think the blog could be a medley of things, but was about knitting and being a mother. Huxley was but a couple of years old and since the Yarnharlot had been my doula and seen him born, I thought I should join the ship. 

Knitting and fibre dates back to my childhood. Actually, once when I was reflecting upon it at OCAD (Ontario College of Art And Design), I realized that already my father's life had revolved around fibre, as he was a tool and die maker for Sulzer Rüti (or as it used to be known Maschinenfabrik Rüti), the factory made high-end looms. One year he started to bring old weaving shuttles home and in his workshop devised a way to wind them with very fine sewing thread. These shuttles still live with me and are waiting for the house renovations to finish so that I can display them again. My mother, who I still can see in my inner eye of sitting after all the dinner tasks of washing up and putting away had been done, was sitting on a straight-backed chair at the dinning room table, watching TV and knitting. She used to work in a garment factory sewing on buttons. That was her only job she ever held, before she married my father. She never really sewed after she had us children, but she told me that she used to take courses that used to be held at the old post office. 

So my own love of fiber is almost as old as I am myself. I remember always having known how to knit. I don't remember who thought me, but it would make sense that it was Mami who did. I do still possess one of the first things that I knit when I was in needlework classes with Frau Brändli in Grade 2, a little duck. Amazing how these things have survived the move across the ocean from Switzerland to Canada. 

Growing up in Switzerland, I was blessed with receiving 8 years of solid training in all forms of needlework, with the intention of making us into good homemakers, so that we would be able to sew, knit, embroider, mend, and otherwise keep our kindreds in nice, tidy, clean clothes. Even as a child I was so easily excitable about a new skill and project. If we started something at school, I almost always started the same thing at home too, so that I was not only limited to working on it during classes, but could devote all my free time to it. From crocheting ballerina dresses for Barbie, to spray painting old bedsheets to be sewn into pants for myself, nothing was safe. As soon as I had any spending money, I started to stash building. 

When I started studying at OCAD, I wanted to learn real art skills, sculpture, painting, design, but after focusing on a lot of fibre arts at OCAD (paper making, dying, weaving, surface design, fibre explorations), I realized that all the skills that I had learned in school where just as valid to express myself as are the "real" arts. 

My work as it is now, is really a melting pot of many skills that I have learned, as a good friend (hi James!) has remarked, "Your work is more constructed than painted". That is so true, and has become a way of mine in describing what I do. 

Being at the studio, there are many times when I need to sit and stare at a painting to see where I need to go with it, in addition, I don't seem to being able to find time at home to knit, so I always have some studio knitting projects on the go. And this, my dears, is what I want to show you today. 

Shawl
My go-to knitting, a shawl from 50% silk and 50% merino that I dyed about 3 months ago. I'm hoping to get something about 60 cm by 180 cm with all the yarn that I have. We'll see, as I will just keep knitting until I run out. I originally wanted to have meandering leaves, but then realized that it would not allow me to look up form the knitting while I was doing it, hence defeating the process of helping me with the paintings. 
Horsey
Waldorf-style horsey for Huxley, knit sometime last winter, but never finished. I've got to rectify that, because I don't think it would make a very sexy graduation gift. Then again, if I'm blessed with longevity, it puts me ahead of the game when the grandchildren come along.
Rayon-dye
This shot I love, I just walked around the studio with the camera and shot these skeins in their plastic bag in a dark corner of the space. When I bought them, they where off/white/beige. They got sold to me as a linen mix, but the following year, when I spoke with the vendor, they told me it was rayon. Although I don't mind Rayon, it took the wind out of my sails with this project, the hexagon coat from Knitting Nature (I think that's the right name). I used fibre reactive dyes and batched them for 2 days. Still love the colour and really must continue on them. 

This summer I also knitted the Harumi scarf out of some Habu goodies and a mobius scarf out of quivit/merino mix. Both need to be finished, i.e. ends sewn in and washed and blocked. 

Okay… ranting done… on to bed.

Glances around…

the studio:

Detail 

IMG_4311
Two details from painting I've just finished. The complete image will be on my invitation for the Solo show that is opening on October 25th (have I mentioned yet, that I'm totally panicked about this?)

Harp-fig
Another finished piece for the show, except it will need the varnish still

Bow-com-detail

Detail of the Vancouver client commission. I am exceptionally pleased on how this worked out. 

Packaging

The packaging for the Vancouver piece…. for once an excellent macro picture that my not so macro-enthusiastic camera took. This is of course the corrugated cardboard.

New-abstract-colour

and may I unveil, here is the newest abstract colours that I'm working with. I don't even have the words to describe the bottom/right-hand colour, but I am so silly pleased about it. 
I do have more pictures to show, namely fibre related goodies that are simultaneously happening with the painting, but I will save that for another day soon. 

How to get things done

Studio

Got you, I won't tell you how to manage to get things done, because it continously eludes me.

At the studio, it is not so bad, as I can focus on what I do with minimal distractions. At home, however, that is a totally different story. 

I tend to blame my husband for always being at home that I can't focus on work that needs tending too. You see, he runs a graphic design company from his home office right upstairs. Luckily, we don't, or hardly ever get clients visiting, but still, it is a real challenge. Or at least it is to me. 

Huxley is now 4 and a half years old and most of the time he listens to not go upstairs and bug interrupt daddy when he is working, however, it does mean that I have to always be on alert when we are home. Right now, for example, DH is trying to get some extra sleep because he was working late last night, I'm trying to squeeze a blog entry in, Huxley just got frustrated with his slippers that his feet haven't gotten used to after a summer in no slippers and socks, and after my rejected offer for help zoomed upstairs, where, because of my hearing disability (I'm a bit over half deaf), I can't hear anything. So, if DH wouldn't be sleeping upstairs, I would continue what I was doing for a reasonable amount of time, but because DH is sleeping upstairs, I have to immediately interrupt what I am doing and go to check to make sure that Huxley is not waking up DH. This kind of scenario repeats itself throughout the day. There is also the feeling that I have (not by any comments that DH has ever made), that I need to be on my feet all the time because DH is working very hard and I should not be resting, which means my days stretch out. 

On the positive side, there have been so many times when I was able to run outside the house, i.e. away from home to get errands done during nap time, and DH has watched over the little one. A benefit that is not without merit and has been very much appreciated. 

When I first came from Switzerland to Canada, I worked as a nanny for 3 years. Especially in the first job that I had, my wards where 2 little boys, 6 months and 3 1/2 years of age. I was also responsible to clean the house, do the laundry for the family and get dinner started. I was home alone and seemed to have 2 hours every day while they napped to do things I wanted to do, such as knitting, sewing, reading, watching soaps (that's where I first really learned english). My day had a great rhythm and I felt relaxed. Mind you, I was but 19 years old, whereas now I'm 40. 

On the almost none existent very few occassions that DH does have a meeting away from home, I feel that a big load of weight has come off my shoulders and I can just be mom and homemaker. I seem to zoom through my tasks and get so much done. Now, of course I can't ask DH to not work from home, as that would mean he would never be home, since his hours are rather long and I do very much appreciate the effort that he puts into earning a living for the family. 

I really hope that this does not sound like I'm bitching and complaining, but I'm thinking that some of you out there might have a similar situation and have found a way to still be at peace and calm about it. Maybe it is all just in my head?